I am so tired and melancholy today...

Although a call from John helped cheer me up. I don't know why, but I'm just...blah. I guess my body didn't think I really understood that I needed rest, because I slept through my alarms this morning, and when I finally opened my eyes, I though...wow, it's bright out at 0600. Yeah, no. It was 1130. YOIKES!

I'm starting to think that more than nine credit hours are more than I can do this time around. It seems like 12 is just a wee bit too much, and I hate it, but I'm just so tired all the time. I feel like a bit of a failure, but that's just me being critical of myself. Part of it is the scheduling, that I know. I can't keep focused during the five-plus hour break between the 2D design class and the History class. It's like I have a brain removal during that time. An hour or an hour and a half is okay, but five hours is waaaaaay too long.

So, I'm going to think about it during work, and see if I want to suck up another W on the transcript, which is better than a D or an F in the class. I have to learn that limitations do not mean "I suck," but rather "There's only so much I can do!"

Ah well, John will still love me, even if I'm only a 3/4 time student. ;-)